ohhhh Wal-Mart

Since I live in a small town im used to seeing people I know every where I go. So that means I have to look decent so people don't think I'm a total slob outside of school. But occasionally I go to Wal-Mart looking like I have just walked through a dessert for fourty days and I was lucky enough to look like that last night. I told myself: "Come on Caryn, like anyone is going to be at Wal-Mart at nine at night, some people have lives". Not that I don't have a life, I was in need of "Ladies things" *clears throat* anyways, I went to Wal-Mart looking like crap basically. The coast was clear as I was walking down the isle but then all of a sudden a crowd of collage guys walk towards me!! I of course panic and walk to the nearest isle I could find, with my luck I went into the BIG BRA section. Dear Lord, how embarrassing right??? Not even close, when I reached my destination to the "Ladies department" I grabbed my stuff and hurried out of there amd ran into my Ex- boyfriend!!!!! Of course I gave him the cold shoulder but still, my goodness... You gotta love Wally World.

Ohhh Wal-Mart

So since I live in a small town I see almost every person when I go out running errands of whatever. Im used to getting looks that say "Dang she looks like crap" and I admit it, I do sometimes look like I have just got done walking in the dessert for fourty days. And you know what? I usually don't care, but last night I really should have because as I was standing in the department for women getting "Ladies items" and bunch of collage guys walked past and looked straight at me. You may not think that this is that bad but thats not even the worst part. As I hurried out of the department they were coming my way again so I found the nearest department to avoid them which I soon found out was the BIG BRA section. Oh... geez. Which they then walked past me again. I was so embarrassed. So I thought that it couldn't get any worse than this, so when I went to the check-out I found that my ex-boyfriend was standing in line right in front of me. So with a box of tampons in hand I waited in line with the guy who broke my heart and who was trying to make small talk with me. Ohhh man you gotta love Wally World.

The World, my Butt, and other huge problems...

I have noticed that I am a complainer. I have my days where I just talk non-stop about how everything is just so bad, and how he said this and she did that. I am the world's biggest complainer!! Today I decided to complain about dinner, which was a very bad idea. You see I didn't know my mom had a bad day today so off my mouth went when I received my Hot Pocket for dinner. I complained about how I will die of a Hot Pocket over dose if i don't get a home cooked meal soon, and how I know that there are starving children in Africa so send them my pocket of cheese and ham! Or how my butt is getting big with all of this frozen already cooked meals. Ohhh, how my mother went off like a fire cracker! About how i need to appreciate the food she buys and how she doesn't have time to cook anymore. And I felt bad for opening my mouth. I felt so bad that I didn't open my mouth at all except only to eat that dang Hot Pocket. =S :/ :(

Grapesof Wrath....is great!!

So my English teacher is having us read "The Grapes of Wrath" which, i'm not going to lie I thought would be a very boring book. I mean what are the grapes of wrath anyway? The title just makes me yawn and confused, but hey let me tell you it's like a really great book! I just love the imagery that the author paints, he takes every little detail and explains it in his own way. It may sound like i'm babbling on about some book about grapes but it really is a wonderful book. Not to mention it's a classic and it's on the AP reading list, it's like im mult-accompleshing by reading just one book. This is just great, and it taught me a lesson to really not judge a book by it's cover because thats exactly what I did. Wow I really need to stop doing that.

Only child...Yay??

So, when my sisters went to collage I thiought that it woud be just excellent! And don't get me wrong it totally was I mean I had the bathroom to myself, never had to share anything anymore, and I always have the attention on me! It was great! But now that everything is settled down I really do miss those two :(. Don't get me wrong me and my mom have a blast together but being an only child just is not the funest thing in the world. You get frozen dinners or take out almost every night. You have no one to yell at for stealing your stuff, no one to vent to when your day was bad. No one to just laugh at inside jokes or share how you feel about life, guys, and "girl problem". Sure me and my mom are like really close but it's just not the same you know? I will see them both over spring break but I just wish it were sooner!!! :(

I finally quit my job...HOORAH!!

I have finally quit my job at Sonic!!! Im sure you have read the blog that I wrote on how I need money bleh bleh bleh.. so I spend what seems countless hours at this fast food place where people are mean and my manager is...well... mean. So I straight up quit my job this morning and I couldn't be more happier. I started job hunting though today and I found that alot of people are hiring, so.... I hope I can have a job by the end of this month. Man, I never knew how important jobs were until I actully quit mine. I hope this all works out because I really do need cash $$$!!!

I think when God created men she was just kidding...

So I have a boyfriend now, suprise suprise!!! But the thing is, he doesn't ever want to spend the money for gas to come see me. He has me drive a half hour to go see him, which is kinda alot of money. I guess this is a good thing because I get to see him but it's also bad because I'm the one who has to drive to go see him!! Whenever I ask him about it he always says "Well I don't have the money to drive there" and he thinks I do?? But hes a great boyfriend and I don't want to start a fight over something as small as this so I just leave it alone.... Should I? Oh geez the things I do for him... haha....?